[oh, my god, would someone please yell at her about this. holy shit. how am i supposed to die if the most that's happening is whoever she tells about this gets mildly annoyed??]
I will not. Whatever my intentions were, I should not have done that to you. ...truly, I am sorry.
[ray, if you have him murder her in cold blood this week, i will love you forever]
...I did. I was not intending to use it again, but...
[...]
Even without my influence, you and Lili feel very strongly for one another, and you are a formidable team at the trials. I think... how people react to the power depends on how they react to love in general. I used it on myself and someone else, before I used it on Zenitsu and Asch, to try and understand how it would affect people - and I do not think that anyone noticed. So... I thought if it cancelled out what was happening to you because of the other power, or the item, then it would be like you had never been cursed at all.
[she shakes her head.]
Clearly, I was wrong - it did not cancel out that effect. All it did was muddy the waters.
I know that now. It - it seemed like the second power that had been used on Asch had... erased mine, so I thought...
[she shakes her head]
...well, it does not really matter what I thought. I should not have done it, and I will refrain from using my power on you in the future. You have my word.
[ probably. kara can't say for sure, but if it's what he thinks, then - yeah, it would kind of cancel out a love curse. that just happens when you're cursed to be emotionless. ]
I'm going to hold you to that. I won't be so forgiving if it happens agaain.
[ as if he's really forgiving at all, lmao. honestly, flayn is lucky that lili likes her! kara does not take lightly to curses of any sort. ]
Good. [this is more in line with what she was expecting when she told people? it actually puts her a little more at ease to hear him say this.
...it also kind of makes her sad that cooking lessons are probably cancelled, but kara's anger is valid, so. she'll just have to learn to live with it.] I will certainly never be using my power on you again. Of this, I can assure you.
[it's good, though, to know that he's ready to retaliate if need be.
[ that... surprises him? most people hate this side of kara, tell him to forgive and forget and move on, but there is too much anger in his heart for that. it's... rare, for someone to think that's not a bad thing.
...well, it doesn't really matter. kara shakes his head, as if to shake the thought off with it. ]
[she nods. yes, good. but if he's moving on, then she will too. she has no intention in trying to convince him out of his anger.
she has always believed - rather firmly - that actions have consequences. it kills her that many of the people here are willing to let her go without dealing with them. if kara is angry with her, it's no less than she deserves.]
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fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-10 03:47 pm
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The second curse is your power?
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Yes.
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Don't ever use it on me again. I don't care what the circumstances are. You don't get to take that choice from me.
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I will not. Whatever my intentions were, I should not have done that to you. ...truly, I am sorry.
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(:
still, all he does is nod. ]
As long as we're clear on that.
...Did you not realize, after Zenitsu and Asch, how much trouble using that power could cause?
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...I did. I was not intending to use it again, but...
[...]
Even without my influence, you and Lili feel very strongly for one another, and you are a formidable team at the trials. I think... how people react to the power depends on how they react to love in general. I used it on myself and someone else, before I used it on Zenitsu and Asch, to try and understand how it would affect people - and I do not think that anyone noticed. So... I thought if it cancelled out what was happening to you because of the other power, or the item, then it would be like you had never been cursed at all.
[she shakes her head.]
Clearly, I was wrong - it did not cancel out that effect. All it did was muddy the waters.
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[ he sounds. so tired. ]
If something like that happens again, just try to keep us apart. That's all that should be necessary.
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[she shakes her head]
...well, it does not really matter what I thought. I should not have done it, and I will refrain from using my power on you in the future. You have my word.
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[ probably. kara can't say for sure, but if it's what he thinks, then - yeah, it would kind of cancel out a love curse. that just happens when you're cursed to be emotionless. ]
I'm going to hold you to that. I won't be so forgiving if it happens agaain.
[ as if he's really forgiving at all, lmao. honestly, flayn is lucky that lili likes her! kara does not take lightly to curses of any sort. ]
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[she sounds so tired.
why do people keep forgiving her for her nonsense, she hates it.]
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Good. [this is more in line with what she was expecting when she told people? it actually puts her a little more at ease to hear him say this.
...it also kind of makes her sad that cooking lessons are probably cancelled, but kara's anger is valid, so. she'll just have to learn to live with it.] I will certainly never be using my power on you again. Of this, I can assure you.
[it's good, though, to know that he's ready to retaliate if need be.
it makes her feel like lili is in good hands.]
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[ that... surprises him? most people hate this side of kara, tell him to forgive and forget and move on, but there is too much anger in his heart for that. it's... rare, for someone to think that's not a bad thing.
...well, it doesn't really matter. kara shakes his head, as if to shake the thought off with it. ]
Not Lili, either.
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she has always believed - rather firmly - that actions have consequences. it kills her that many of the people here are willing to let her go without dealing with them. if kara is angry with her, it's no less than she deserves.]
Of course. Not her either.