...if that is the case, then I am sorry I could not be that for him. Being different from others around you can be... very lonely, even when you are surrounded by people.
Don't worry, I'm pretty sure the only thing he'll be writing about is how much we all freakin' suck for not catching his killer. You won't be missing out.
[yeah, that sounds like a "for worse" thing, belph. flayn fidgets, trying to come up with something to avoid saying that, and checks on the rice again. there is no difference between it three seconds ago and now.]
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...as long as any of us still has consciousness— it is not over.
[even the dead are "alive" enough to write to them.]
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Be careful about how you word that. Consciousness, for some, can be an eternal hell.
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...yes, you are right.
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[she wants to deny it - but, she brought it up to him in the first place. if it gives him something else to focus on, so be it.]
Not exactly. He thought, perhaps, that I had been dead. [...] I was not. He was kind enough not to press me for too many details.
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[ :c ]
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[that'll be going to him and steph, she's pretty sure]
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[time to check on the rice... ah, it needs a few more minutes]
—at least it will mean he is well enough to write at all.
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[which. does not mean he might not have a breakdown because it's hikage, but.]
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[yeah, that sounds like a "for worse" thing, belph. flayn fidgets, trying to come up with something to avoid saying that, and checks on the rice again. there is no difference between it three seconds ago and now.]
...that is an unfortunate thing to be used to.
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[and now he's dead again.]
C'est la vie, I guess.
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...what?
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...
"It gets worse before it gets better"?
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[god, she wishes what sounds nicest is what he actually thinks, but she knows it probably isn't.]
What you actually think.
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