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a nice girl who is definitely your age ([personal profile] fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-06 12:53 pm
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-25 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ bustling back over to his own seat, yin yu quickly settles in to eat, too. the familiar meal, the nice company... both are excellent. taking a bite of the shui zhu yu takes him back, way back, beyond the worst times in his life into something much warmer and smaller. a nice nostalgia--a rare thing, for him.

the depth of the spices is rich, complex. it puts a gentle smile on his face, as he closes his eyes and savors it; when he opens his eyes to look at flayn, it remains, warm and soft. ]
...I'm glad, my lady.

I truly appreciate the help in making it. You did very well.
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-25 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a brief pause, as he takes another bite of the fish, looking for a moment thoughtful, and then, a little shy, ducking his head. ]

...We worked together as a team.

[ working together. being together. still such new concepts. tiny, simple pleasures that make yin yu quietly happy, quietly wondrous; things he thought he could never have.

he sounds a little hesitant as he peeks at her across the table again, slightly flustered. that was a little cheesy.... ]
That's...what matters, isn't it?
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-25 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ most of yin yu is sure this kind of happiness can't last. even if they weren't in a camp where murder was the end goal, even if they both do somehow manage to survive this place and make it out, making it out is... still to two separate places. it's a barely snatched joy, and one that his own failings won't let him forget.

...but, he's trying to live just a little more in the present moment. even if this happiness is fleeting, it's there, and when things are dark, it will be something to hold on to.

he's flushed too, but the smile on his face lingers when they make eye contact, small, gentle, genuine. ]
I agree.

[ flayn is his favorite person to work with, in this camp, by far. spending time with her makes every day just a little bit better. it's selfish of him to take this, isn't it?

...but just a little longer. just a little more light. just a little longer to soak up this genuine warmth, this affection, this kindness.

yin yu had forgotten what it was like to be happy--when this ends, he will struggle to forget, again. ]