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a nice girl who is definitely your age ([personal profile] fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-06 12:53 pm
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-16 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
The weather here is strange. [ considering. the change from summer camp weather to snow. it's bizarre, in a host of extremely bizarre things about this place. ] And our cabins are hardly meant for such weather, either.

...then again, I suppose that's not all that different from home. I am really the only person who can feel the cold in the manor. [ considering. most everyone else is dead. it's not like it gets that cold that often in Ghost City, either, but nevertheless, he learned to cope with it well enough. normally he'd take coals or hot water back to his bed, but, such things aren't really available in the camp. ] Perhaps things will be warmer, soon.

[ but... with a day like today, the cold certainly hadn't been so bad. ]
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-17 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Mm. Winter touches all pars of life, but ghosts don't really feel cold, or many other things. [ with a little shrug! it just be that way. he's used to being one of the only humans around, and it's not often so cold that it's unbearable. ] I am used to adapting when necessary.

[ he has the warm clothes he needs to complete the tasks hua chengzhu gives him in the freezing cold, so. without any spiritual energy of his own to keep the chill away, he's learned what it takes to survive.

yin yu takes a sip of his tea, content with the company, the atmosphere. with all of the chaos of the camp - someone's body will be discovered, and a trial will begin later, but for now, that all feels far away. it's a little pocket of warmth in a terrible situation - as flayn always seems to be. ]
I'm glad to enjoy the snow for a few days, then. It is truly a beautiful sight, though perhaps one enjoyed best from somewhere warm.
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-17 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that comment makes the little hearth he's come to associate with flayn in his chest flicker with light, throwing warmth on his entire being. he's come to recognize what this is now, and has done his best to tame it and set it away, but that light refuses to be extinguished. it baffles him that flayn thinks so much of him - when was the last time he was good company for anyone? when was the last time he was company, period, short of attending hua chengzhu every now and then? - but it's a feeling maybe he could start to get used to. maybe.

he ducks his head, looking down into his teacup, shoulders hunching a little, like he's not sure how to accept such a kind comment. (he's not). but, yin yu glances up at her after a moment, and says, softly, ]
...It was fun. I'm glad, too.

I promise I won't betray you again. [ but, that comes with a soft huff of a laugh, poking gently at himself. a little more normal. ]
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[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-17 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ except for breaking a promise

flayn's utter kind honesty with such things is bad for yin yu's blood pressure. moments like these, huh... he has to forcibly shove all of those emotions backwards to keep himself from reacting any further, biting the inside of his cheek to keep himself from smiling. it fails. this is ridiculous. ]


...I wouldn't otherwise betray you, my lady, so, perhaps... we can make such moments without any betrayals at all.

[ yin yu is trying to reach out to flayn just to spend time with her at least a little more often. friendship is unfamiliar, after all this time, especially with someone like her for someone like him, but... tentatively, slowly, he's opening up to it more.

he takes a sip of his tea so he can have a moment not to respond, a little embarrassed. ]
shixiong: is this catharsis? (66)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-07-17 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ unbeknownst to him, and maybe to flayn too, yin yu's making the same exact face. there's fondness in his eyes too, failing ultimately to hide that small, gentle smile, as he looks down at his cup.

...what a strange place, to find moments of happiness.

yin yu is quiet, content just to bask in it, for a tiny moment of peace in all of the chaos. ]