trying. she'd tried to ignore her feelings during the trial, had tried to avoid touching other people there specifically to avoid people worrying over her emotional state while they had murders to solve. now they still have murders to solve, and she doesn't know what to do with herself.
she wishes she could just turn her feelings off, but she doesn't know how.
and what can they possibly investigate now that the trial is over? the evidence is gone, and the chances of them finding something to truly confirm anyone's guilt are slim.
frustration crosses her face there - that's defeatist thinking, and it won't do them any good.]
no subject
[she's.
trying. she'd tried to ignore her feelings during the trial, had tried to avoid touching other people there specifically to avoid people worrying over her emotional state while they had murders to solve. now they still have murders to solve, and she doesn't know what to do with herself.
she wishes she could just turn her feelings off, but she doesn't know how.
and what can they possibly investigate now that the trial is over? the evidence is gone, and the chances of them finding something to truly confirm anyone's guilt are slim.
frustration crosses her face there - that's defeatist thinking, and it won't do them any good.]
I am trying. But...
[it won't stop.]