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a nice girl who is definitely your age ([personal profile] fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-06 12:53 pm
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shixiong: that i'll be alone forever (71)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-29 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ the incense is nice, actually--it's familiar. a proper offering in his homeland would always include such things, too. setting his small pack down, yin yu moves to follow flayn, gathering older flowers from tsurumaru and evan's markers, as well. the dolls that sit in their place are... odd, but, he pays them little mind, paying careful attention to the flowers, instead.

he's gentle enough with them not to disturb the petals, or the leaves, as he lifts them to set aside. the silence isn't too bad, either, a moment of calm reflection as he dusts the top of each display case briefly, to make sure it will be just as clean. it's like tending to a shrine, something yin yu hasn't done in a long time, but something that's practically burned into his bones.

he's fine to be in the quiet, for now, as he places the first of the bouquets down. they are lovely; the flowers bring a since fo color to the fairly dingy room. ]
shixiong: falling into darkness (81)

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-29 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ stepping back, he moves to look at his work, and then at flayn.

something in him softens, and, yin yu dips his head, his tone solemn and serious. ]
It is truly my honor. [ as it was on the island, too. it is a morbid thing to bond over, maybe, but... they're in a morbid situation.

everyone has to do what they can. ]
...Thank you for allowing me to help.
shixiong: some faster than the others (86)

wow i saw the typos in the tag before the last one ... *sense of

[personal profile] shixiong 2020-06-29 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the brush of flayn's hand against his is starting to become something familiar, the tiniest crack in his armor that's developed over the past few weeks. at the execution, he hadn't turned it away, taking the lifeline for what it was. outward emotion and reactions are all things he tries to avoid, keeping a lid on the surprisingly emotional person underneath, because when he loses even an ounce of that control, bad things happen. it's just a fact of life.

but this doesn't feel so scary. time after time, it's been something to reach back out for. maybe, eventually, he'll be the first one to reach, too, but, when flayn's hand bumps his, he shifts to link their index fingers together, letting the rest fall in place. after all of that, yin yu's not sure if he has the ability to do much more.

but it's enough. he stays like that for a moment, looking at the display cases. ]
...I think so, too.

[ back at the island, he'd been touched by flayn's kindness. death, memorial - these were things that were important to him, because it was the very foundation of his life, now. he'd seen spirits forgotten or trapped more times than he could count, resentful because of their deaths or that no one loved them.

that hasn't changed. ]
It's not much that we can do, but I'm glad this is here. [ i'm glad you're here, goes unsaid, but it's lingering there, too. ]