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a nice girl who is definitely your age ([personal profile] fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-08 08:57 pm
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recrypt: ιѕ ѕнιnιng ғar away (тнe lιgнт тнaт ѕeeмed wιтнιn oυr reacн)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-01 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Did I? She was afraid I'd be too naive to survive, after. Up until that point, all I'd ever done was follow orders.

[ and it's what she did there, too. she listened. ]
recrypt: ѕolar power мaĸeѕ мy cιrcυιт rυn (worry noт darlιng)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-02 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe we did. Maybe that was the wrong conclusion. Or maybe the killer didn't realize we came to that conclusion, and sought to be careful, either way.

It could be someone else for whom footprints would be uniquely identifying.
recrypt: ѕιnce ι waѕ вorn (ιт'ѕ alwayѕ вeen нell)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-02 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
She shouldn't have died at all.

[ simply. ]

... But should or shouldn't means very little when you were only ever meant to be a disposable tool.
recrypt: ғor cнrιѕт ѕaĸe (yoυ мade a мeѕѕ)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-02 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Something like that, yes.

[ maybe someone has yaoihands, but feet. ]
recrypt: and тeмporary laυgнтer (мore тнan тнe drιed oυт ғaĸe ѕмιleѕ)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-02 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
That's just it, though. What are our lives even worth?

If you asked many people from my world, only as much money as it cost to build us. We're expected to sacrifice ourselves in an instant to save the lives of any actual humans.

[ they're not weighed the same. dolls aren't people, they're personable machines. ]
recrypt: ι'м ѕтιll нearιng тнeιr crιeѕ (aѕ ι'м lyιng awaĸe)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha. Almost invariably, anyone who meets me outside of my own world seems to share that opinion...

[ so why is future earth the way it is? there are people more kind to their dolls, but very few ever forget they were meant to be tools first and friends after. ]

I wonder why. Is it because you met me without already knowing, at the back of your mind, that I was made for your sake?
recrypt: тнe вυrden ιѕ тoo нeavy (even wιтн an eмpтy нearт)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's really no body behind what she's saying, either, less an argument and more just ... saying them for the sake of saying them.

frankly, at this point it's too late to say. ]


Something to keep in mind going forward, I suppose. But not to focus on.
recrypt: a ѕнoт ιn тнe darĸ (caυѕe yoυr ѕoυl ιѕ on ғιre)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I should, and I do- to the extent that I am able to, but that does make me an illegal doll by the laws of my world.

[ she hums a bit, mildly. ]

Not many are quite as fortunate.

[ after all, her 'freedom' was bought with her sister's life. ]
recrypt: no longer can мove мy ғeeт (gaмe over now we нaтe oυr вroтнerѕ)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ mildly: ]

Vigilante justice, or will we hold them accountable for past crimes without pursuing whoever was responsible in the current week?
recrypt: eхploѕιonѕ ғorever (υnĸnown ѕoldιer lyιng on тнe ғloor)

FRIDAY, w3 after uh. a lot;

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hi roomie. 45 makes it back to the cabin relatively late, movements oddly affected and stiff.

she also seems distracted, as if of half a mind to go right back outside into the cold. ]
recrypt: ĸeep вreaтнιng тнe ѕιlence (and day aғтer day)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel the incessant need to go make more snowmen.

[ is that okay. ]

Also, I would not recommend sleeping in the lakeside cabin in these temperatures.
recrypt: тo ѕee тнe тrυтн oғ yoυ (ι'м тнιnĸιng тнaт ι wanт)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-03 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Logically, I know I don't need to go back out there.

[ which is why it's so damn frustrating that the repeat impulse to head out keeps popping up, like a process that refuses to be killed, and it shows in how she keeps glancing back outside every so often. ]

But enough about that. How are you?

[ considering that, uh, three of those were from. her island. ]
recrypt: υnтιl yoυr тearѕ dry (нoldιng мy prιde нιgн)

[personal profile] recrypt 2020-07-04 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
If only it were was simple as wanting to change them, hm?

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