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fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-08 08:57 pm
fishingforcompliments) wrote2020-06-08 08:57 pm
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If there were any real, discernible rhyme or reason as to who received what title and why, it might become easier to narrow down. Whether or not that would actually be useful is another thing entirely.
[ since some of the power interpretations seem to be very broad. ]
[ since some of the power interpretations seem to be very broad. ]
I do not know if there is any reason to it. I certainly did not understand the meaning of my title...
[but, like, she's from fantasyland, so there are a lot of references she simply doesn't get.]
[but, like, she's from fantasyland, so there are a lot of references she simply doesn't get.]
[ the residuals are terrible at this, don't you know that doing it wrong can retraumatize someone, smh ]
... anyway, that's probably enough about that, unless you wanted more specific details on what to be wary of. It's not like it's important to ... the current matter at hand.
[ there's a lot she hasn't talked about yet, but lmao, a murder to solve... ]
... anyway, that's probably enough about that, unless you wanted more specific details on what to be wary of. It's not like it's important to ... the current matter at hand.
[ there's a lot she hasn't talked about yet, but lmao, a murder to solve... ]
We can... discuss that at a later date, I think. I admit I am curious, but I do not wish to make you share if you feel you have already shared enough.
...especially since, as you say, it is not really applicable to the current matter at hand.
...especially since, as you say, it is not really applicable to the current matter at hand.
...I agree that it may be too early to say. Perhaps as we learn more about who has which title, it will become easier to find a pattern, if there is one.
Ah... yes. There were some drag marks, near the lake - but I could not tell what caused them.
I did not see any footprints there, though.
I did not see any footprints there, though.
[IT'S MEMSHARE TIME.
gimme 45's deep, forbidden lore first. here, i'll start. when flayn runs into 45 that morning (maybe they haven't even left the cabin yet?), she turns to her to greet her and makes eye contact. TIME FOR CHAOS.]
gimme 45's deep, forbidden lore first. here, i'll start. when flayn runs into 45 that morning (maybe they haven't even left the cabin yet?), she turns to her to greet her and makes eye contact. TIME FOR CHAOS.]
[ jesus fuck britt you just really want to jump into the deep end of the pool huh
it's a broken memory, fragmented and staticky- details flickering every now and then as if corrupted somehow, but the most important portions vividly intact. the middle of a ruined factory, smoke in the air and blood on the walls, signs and sounds of recent fighting obvious both in the near vicinity and in the distance.
45, for her part, is very still, betraying no reaction as of yet. ]
it's a broken memory, fragmented and staticky- details flickering every now and then as if corrupted somehow, but the most important portions vividly intact. the middle of a ruined factory, smoke in the air and blood on the walls, signs and sounds of recent fighting obvious both in the near vicinity and in the distance.
45, for her part, is very still, betraying no reaction as of yet. ]
[CANNONBALL. or canonball, as it were. haha.
but that's a lot. it's definitely a lot to take in, but more than that - it must have been so difficult to experience firsthand. flayn doesn't know what she would do, were she in that situation. it's almost too painful even begin to imagine.
for 45 to have lived it - to have gone through it... it's just a memory now. is it her last memory before she came to the mansion, and then to this place, or...?]
45...?
but that's a lot. it's definitely a lot to take in, but more than that - it must have been so difficult to experience firsthand. flayn doesn't know what she would do, were she in that situation. it's almost too painful even begin to imagine.
for 45 to have lived it - to have gone through it... it's just a memory now. is it her last memory before she came to the mansion, and then to this place, or...?]
45...?
... I am getting very tired of these places digging this memory up.
[ why the hell does she bother keeping a lid on things when memshares drag everything up anyway.
... ]
That was 40. My sister. We promised we'd go together to see the ocean, one day. The one I actually did kill, and not in the form of a half-baked illusion meant to make us falter.
I'm sure you have plenty of questions.
[ why the hell does she bother keeping a lid on things when memshares drag everything up anyway.
... ]
That was 40. My sister. We promised we'd go together to see the ocean, one day. The one I actually did kill, and not in the form of a half-baked illusion meant to make us falter.
I'm sure you have plenty of questions.
Well... yes, but...
[who wouldn't have questions?]
More importantly, are you alright...?
[who wouldn't have questions?]
More importantly, are you alright...?
It's not the first time that I've had to relive it during the last several weeks.
[ if she maintains her anger about it and shoves a layer of apathy under that, it means she doesn't have to think about how it actually makes her feel. ]
... It happened a long time ago, anyway. I'm not the same Doll that I was then.
[ she can't be. (doesn't her age on the profiles only say 2 to 6, tops?) none of this is an answer to whether she's all right, though. ]
[ if she maintains her anger about it and shoves a layer of apathy under that, it means she doesn't have to think about how it actually makes her feel. ]
... It happened a long time ago, anyway. I'm not the same Doll that I was then.
[ she can't be. (doesn't her age on the profiles only say 2 to 6, tops?) none of this is an answer to whether she's all right, though. ]
Edited 2020-06-30 03:23 (UTC)
...
[unfortunately, flayn is refusing to read the profiles because they're an invasion of privacy, so. she doesn't know that to point out the contradiction.]
I do not believe reliving it more than once makes it any easier...
[unfortunately, flayn is refusing to read the profiles because they're an invasion of privacy, so. she doesn't know that to point out the contradiction.]
I do not believe reliving it more than once makes it any easier...
[...knowing it was her last wish can't make it any easier, either.]
She must have trusted you a lot, then... to do what she needed you to do.
She must have trusted you a lot, then... to do what she needed you to do.
... her eyes were supposed to be gold. She didn't... she wanted to die, while she was still herself.
I couldn't have denied her.
[ though maybe she could have died there with her, after, and flayn would know this because it was from her point of view. for a single, brief moment, when 40 had asked her
"do you want to die with me so badly?!"
she'd hesitated. ]
I couldn't have denied her.
[ though maybe she could have died there with her, after, and flayn would know this because it was from her point of view. for a single, brief moment, when 40 had asked her
"do you want to die with me so badly?!"
she'd hesitated. ]
Close...?
[her brow furrows]
But, I thought we had come to the conclusion that the footprints were... not reliable after all.
[her brow furrows]
But, I thought we had come to the conclusion that the footprints were... not reliable after all.
[and they can't confirm the abilities anyway... yikes.]
...we will simply have to follow what threads we can, I suppose - and hope that they lead us somewhere productive.
...we will simply have to follow what threads we can, I suppose - and hope that they lead us somewhere productive.
Oh... no, I was merely speaking generally.
[some part of 45 had wanted to.
but in the end, even though it had been painful...]
You did what you believed was right.
but in the end, even though it had been painful...]
You did what you believed was right.
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