[no one is giving her as much crap for this as she feel she deserves, and honestly? it just sort of makes her feel guilty. luckily, it's still icly memshare week, and not emotionshare week, because beau doesn't need to deal with her guilt on top of everything else.]
I had used it on myself the week before... the only difference I noticed in myself was that I felt... happier, and more relaxed, around the other person. And it did not seem as though any of you noticed what was going on, either. So I thought that it would be safe to use, and that it would bring the two of them at least a little happiness.
[...]
I know now it was foolish - people feel things differently, and react to those feelings differently.
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[no one is giving her as much crap for this as she feel she deserves, and honestly? it just sort of makes her feel guilty. luckily, it's still icly memshare week, and not emotionshare week, because beau doesn't need to deal with her guilt on top of everything else.]
I had used it on myself the week before... the only difference I noticed in myself was that I felt... happier, and more relaxed, around the other person. And it did not seem as though any of you noticed what was going on, either. So I thought that it would be safe to use, and that it would bring the two of them at least a little happiness.
[...]
I know now it was foolish - people feel things differently, and react to those feelings differently.